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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2008|12:00 am]
Screwed, trust me hun, its screwed.

Happy Birthday Berry.
Link4 ♥.Yes?

(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2008|10:10 pm]
Because sometimes, some things, get a little too personal or maybe just plain sad and we have to run away. So, say hello.
Mornings are the hardest, so are the nights. Doubt eats away at me everyday. Societal rules can become too hard to bear, you alternately try to conform to and challenge the norm. Till you get so damn lost. Our self-worth is no longer ours, it belongs to everybody else, but you.

Thank You Berry (:

(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2008|03:01 am]
[Current Mood |goodgood]

Fever running high.
Flu running like tap water.

3 consecutive days of Starbucks.
2 consecutive days of movie.
Burnt a hole in my pocket.

Love the company.

Also, I keep hearing some sort of knocking noises from next door/upstairs. If it isn't a ghost, I am gonna blow. Because I don't understand why a living breathing human being is doing whatever kind of thing that produces that kind of sound at almost 3 in the morning.

My head hurts; pills, they are your new best friends. Because, darling, they help you cope with everything and anything.
Link8 ♥.Yes?

(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2008|03:12 am]
[Current Mood |coldcold]

Here, I shall make another attempt to be happier less sad. My story is made up of more than just sad parts. So, hello again.

Despite livejournal boring me with its lousy attempts to let users "customise" the look of their weblog, I am much too lazy to find someplace else and having to "customise" all over again. I swear these websites are made for web-morons and only they know how to work this shit and be satisfied with it.

After saying the above, I don't know how long I will put up with this, because, you know, I dislike it when my things look ugly.

And short term memory really isn't a nice thing to have. At 3am in the morning, I walked out of my room to find the next room with the lights on. I freaked out imagining "who" could have switched the lights on and realised it was me when I went in to get something earlier. That was not cute.

I feel like a second rate citizen tonight.

(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2008|05:34 pm]
[Current Mood |crankycranky]

Sometimes, I think I'm deluded about my capabilities. I might actually be useless afterall.

People who are supposedly "simpler" are but the same monsters deep, deep down, just like the rest of us. So spare me the hallmark crap. Should I wear my heart on my sleeve and beg you with puppy dog eyes and say, "Please take care of my heart"? Do have your limits, and use your pea-sized-brain to think.

Gathering my thoughts.

Feeling uneasy, and crappy thats for sure. Maybe it's that time of the month or maybe it's just life that eating away at me, whatever it is, it does not feel nice. I should have learnt by now that I can't count on anyone.

I am this close to becoming unhinged.
Link13 ♥.Yes?

Day 2 and Day 3 [Mar. 8th, 2008|01:35 am]
[Current Mood |giddygiddy]

Say Hello.

Its rather silly to have this mindset " I want Starbucks every morning for free " Two words, dream on. If its possible, its a bonus.

Anw, I'm exhausted. I'm just someone mediocre. I'm not some robot, there are seasons where people do feel dried up. I'm human, duh. Down with headache,  I guess I've been sleeping way too much. I mean, way too much. School days are back? Not rlly. Holiday mood, Yes. I cant wait for my next long vacation which falls the week after. I've been attending lessons, wasting my life away. Lazing around in school. For this whole 10-weeks is crap. Just go for the sake of going. My brain is rusting, its not functioning that well. On a lighter note, I've made plenty of new friends and I've found someone real crazy and noisy. Alicia, you're loved :D She's like the only one joining me to eat chips in class, drink green tea, eat skittes and just keep eating non stop! And yea, the one excluding Lester Quek that buys for me pushpop. How sweet eh, aw. I seriously do love you Alicia, it comes deep from my heart (winkzx)
HappyBirthday KimHeng

I'm off to roll on my bed. (Atai instructed me to)
I'm awaiting for the 4th day (:

Day 1, Your smiles and laughter brings joy into my life :D [Mar. 6th, 2008|08:52 pm]
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

Finn pushed me into the bushes yesterday. He suck :D

I've been oh-so-lazy. Skipping classes, esp morning class. Skipped consecutive 3mondays and 4fridays. Just shoot me please. Its not that I want to. Oh well, holiday mood. I've a whole bunch of idiotics in my class. Hilarious but ANNOYING. I should emphasis on the word annoying more. (grins)

Having the thought that we're splitting within 2wks or so suck. We've been through quite a lot. Like, duh. The bond is somehow there. A pretty united class. Like how I could see us spending our breaks together daily. Quarreling and arguing over the little things. Its kinda enjoyable. Tiffing like kids. Anw, I have no idea what class I'm in now, as in. It's like filled with alphabet and numeric. A mix and match, its pretty hard to remember. I recalled, the first day, the first friend I made was Finn. And now what, both of us are so called " arch enemies " It's pretty cool isnt it. Life is indeed amazing and unpredictable. I'm rlly lovin' it.

Anw, class is canceled tmr. Time to have a break! :D
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2008|01:12 am]
[Current Mood |lovedloved]

My mum is like scolding my brother just now cause of his chi spelling........................................
I feel so guilty cause, just ytd. My bro asked me to test him, but I have no idea how to read those words.
And here I am, escaping my mum's lecture, Uh-huh. If she knows my chi is worse than a p3/p4 student.
I'm gonna become minced meat (gasp)

This week is filled with lots of thoughts, filled with doubts. Was tired and dreadful with plenty of things. It seem like it's a routine doing all these. Discipled again and again. But, I've ready for all, high-spirited.

My Valentines Day was awesome.
Sitting at the benches of the hawker, pouring our hearts out till midnight, never care when was the last bus home. It just gave each other thoughts. Just 1hour, do you know how much we have said, how much tears rolled down, how we just feel so much better, after an hour?

It ended off with encouragements. We are all in this together. We will grow together, till the end. This impromptu meeting was never impromptu, because we ALL know why we meet. We all agreed on some things, that it's hardly explainable to others.

This friendship, will never be a friendship without LOVE. We don't need a photo to show that we love each other, we don't need the world to know. Imagine, 40years later, would we still be squeezing on the same bench, pouring our hearts out to each other till the end of valentine's day.

Extracted from Wendily's blog.

So many thoughts, so many thoughts. I really love my company. How much time we spent together and it's really different, they're uncomparable. They're the best, always there, always there. I love you guys a bunch, Liyue, Wendily and Jianhong. This Valentine's Day is really special and different. You guys really made my day so much (:

I'll be there, I'll be ap

Off to read my bible! (:

This generation [Feb. 12th, 2008|02:55 am]
[Current Mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[Current Music |Leeland, Tears of the Saints]

Yesterday had a sumptuous dinner. The food wasnt that good though O: Super costy, 829bucks?! Well, it's to celebrate my dearest grandmothers birthday. And my bro bugged me for 2hrs. I tolerated................ And I went mad (ahem)

I've been rather, rather rather mischievous these days. Shucks. I skipped school today cause I overslept. Two buggers bugged me yesterday at about 3am or so until about 4am+ Super tired, and didint managed to wake up. Muwaha.

Reminder for myself : Stop skipping school, dad is gonna kill you! Hehehe.

Anw, I've got two gaylords behind me now. Laying on the bed, big in size squeezing like pigs. And both playing with my Patricks. And plenty of them gambling outside O: Super noisy. I just wanna go out and shout SHUDDDDDDDDDDUP and slam the door. Thank God, I am a kind soul (winkzxzx)

Atai went to bed. Like super early (for me I guess)
So, I am here to entertainment myself and trying to type something oh-so-cool (:

Man Utd lost to Man City, so I'm not really in the good mood either (since ytd)
Soccer blues.

My cheeks are kinda painful as though someone punched it.
Whenever I blink, it hurt somehow.  Whatever whatever.

So here I am, still trying to entertainment myself (:

I ate my fav tomyum at roxy square today, that made my day (muwaha)
I drank my fav bubble tea (twocups) I'm so gonna die of diabetics.

Here I am still entertaining myself (:


Apprehensive [Feb. 10th, 2008|05:50 am]
[Current Location |Home sweet home]
[Current Mood |apatheticapathetic]
[Current Music |Hillsong United, Hosanna]

Hi people. Yawn O:

Just got home moments ago. Once I reached Singapore, my dad drove me to Gab's house. So many of them there O: E ZONE MISSED YOU LOTZX MAN! Haha. Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd with Jiayang, Wendy Neo, Wendy Lee, Li Yue, Adrian aka XiaoHong aka Brad Pitt, Gab, Maryse aka Marysai, Fx, Andy, Jeremy Zhang, Jeremy Quek, Bryce, Yvonne Heng, Ah Cai, Jacky and the rest idk who. Hm, B zone people. Yup. Haha, the show is retarded to the mexicooooo. The cinema was super cold, I forgot to bring my hoddie along. Shucks. I froze to death O:

I headed to the temple with my parents this morning. I was looking at those people, worshiping those idols. And what I can see on their forehead written is the word " HELL" I'm upset, very very upset. Everyday, plenty of people are going hell. Shucks. My dad was asking me to grab 3 joystick and pray to those weird statues. I gave him a smile and told him no. And my silly silly dad, pasted this sticker behind his car " Buddha is my boss" I just realize it like today. And I was telling him, " What a move man, paste this kind of sticker" He told me he got that idea from someone that pasted " Jesus is my boss " Silly silly dad.

I've been pretty erratic these few daysssssssssssssssss O: I'm kinda overwrought, distraught with grief. Looking at them falling apart. Super duper wuper upset. I love you guys, I love you guys... I love E zone a whole bunch. I love E4 a whole bunch. I love WendyLee, LiYue and Jianhong alot. How we grew together and became close friends. Reminiscing..



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